August 15, 2009
带上耳机的时候
不明白为什么自己会喜欢这样的音乐。
是不是因为这首曲子没人喜欢，所以才会得到我的怜惜？
哎？不对不对，不管是人还是音乐还是水果，我不会因为同情而去喜欢。如果如此我不会喜欢这曲子一直到现在。
难道是我返潮的性格？可是仔细听听这曲子也有点通俗，并不是无法让普通人接受。
我相信，此时也有我不认识的朋友在闭着眼睛借此曲入睡。
是你的话，那就让我祝你晚安吧！
要做个好梦，不要浪费了那么美的音乐！
August 9, 2009
蜡烛的尊严
是尽量燃烧自己身上的一切，给在摸黑的人指路？
是给天真的孩子带来最灿烂的光，给情侣制造最温暖的气氛？
是要比别的蜡烛更有耐力，燃烧越长久越好？
如果一支蜡烛是有灵魂的话，它会用什么方式维护自尊？
而你又觉得那一种蜡烛是最有价值的？
别忘了，你的选择将会对你手中的蜡烛有极大的影响。
August 8, 2009
一只夜猫的自我对白
要走了吗？
我吃饱了，谢谢。
这一个小时我过得很快乐，没想到面包掺水会是如此美味。其实这样的食物我已经很满足了。我并不是一只难养的猫，请不要为我太操心了。
为什么还站在那里？
请回吧。每个人最后都要回到属于自己的窝里，这个我是非常理解的。
不要这么看着我，好吗？既然要回去就赶紧。天已经黑了，快点！
想看我耍可爱吗？那好，等我表演完后你一定要回家，我不想再给你添麻烦。
怎么还不走？
放心，生存是我本能。我在这里也不会有人不放心我的。毕竟，我不是一只难养的猫。
。。。
你的眼神。。？
难道，你会不放心我吗？
我没事。这样的生活我习惯了。我的主人也很快就回来的。
我想，他应该很快就会回来。
请回吧，你这样做让我很恍惚。我要等我主人回来。他很喜欢我，因为我是一只好养的猫，而且很可爱。
。。。
答应我，明天要带水和面包来陪我，好吗？让我能继续等我主人到来，好吗？我在这里等你。
October 17, 2008
Save us…
Love is sacred,
So who can break it beside the one Who is most sacred of all things?
Can the goverment and its laws break a couple who has been brought together under the witness of the Holy One?
May my worries be unjust and unnecessary. For my faith tells me that He has a plan.
Only the desperate knows and understands His love and wisdom, Who will always reveal Himself in times of great need.
And so I stretch my arms to the heavens where the Holy One is enthroned and beg,
Tears will soak the earth but I will keep my sight sharp to Him,
“Lord, hear our desperate cry, free us from the chains of the earthly laws and their so-called knowledge,
have mercy for the son and the daughter who love,
You and each other…..”
We await His miracle that will come on His time.
The lowly and the humble kneel for You
Our Father…
June 28, 2008
Laten we even serieus zijn…
Hollanders, westerlingen, mag ik vragen wat jullie motivatie is achter het steunen van Tibet?
Laten zien
Dat jullie mensenrechten respecteren?
Dat jullie voor vrijheid van blablabla zijn?
Dat jullie liefdadige mensen zijn?
Dat jullie beschermers tegen het kwaad zijn?
of
Dat jullie niks beters te doen hebben?
Dat jullie bang en jaloers zijn op de Aziaten als jullie de recente ontwikkelingen zien?
Dat jullie gewoon een concurrentie proberen neer te drukken met een “geldige” reden?
Dat jullie schijnheilig zijn?
Dat jullie bedrogen zijn door een machtzuchtige monnik?
Dat jullie geen eerlijke oordeel kunnen vellen?
Dat jullie hardnekkig zijn en totaal op basis van niets dan alleen leugens conclusies kunnen trekken?
Het spijt me, als een Christen hoor ik eigenlijk niemand te veroordelen. Daarom neem ik ook nu meteen terug wat ik net opgeschreven heb.
Nog een fijne avond!
May 31, 2008
永不凋谢的花
花越来越美了~
这就是这种花的特殊吧。无论花香，颜色还是造型，她的整体气质和我的喜好真是天衣无缝的对上了。
只怕花的鲜艳会招惹害虫，毕竟花是脆弱被动的，而她的周围却是蛀虫满地。
花农伯伯，能否帮助幷教育我如何爱护她，让她永不凋谢？我相信，她会成为世上最美的花。
谢谢您！
May 2, 2008
A midnight prayer
I thank you my Lord, for showing me the right path to courtship, for giving me the patience and wisdom to make this matter work out.
I thank you again, my Lord, for your protection against lust and selfishness. You know like no others the weakness of my heart, as well as the cure for that weakness.
Dear Father, my Lord, as tears are flowing from my eyes into my body I still pray for a miracle. I understand the rules of courtship and I pray for the same understandings, and patience from her. Forgive me if I have been sad, but that’s not a sign of lack of faith (I do believe You have the right person for me on the right moment), it’s the many unsolved question in this matter. Please my Lord, give me signs and please Holy Spirit, comfort my heart by helping me understand these signs.
Sometimes I realize that even though I am growing, I am still far from the destiny You have set for me. I wish to have a stout heart to prevent myself from straying off Your path. I pray for Your holy presence to teach and encourage me as well strengthening my faith. I do not wish to go under the same curse again, Father.
Yes, Father, true love is not a curse, but a blessing.
And may this one be a blessing overwhelming us.
April 25, 2008
!!
I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her I miss her
etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc
Okay…
*sigh*…*panting*…
O lovely lovely Lord, if there’s anything standing between us, please be merciful and clear my path. If there’s anything standing between me and her, please be generous and kind to clear that path as well.
For any day without her is a day lack of laughter and joy.
But any moment without the Lord is a dead, lost moment in my life.
From the bottom of my heart these words come, I pray that they may reach the heart of “my Eva”, upon the moment of Your choice - but You know that my wish is as soon as possible of course.
I miss her, I want to hold her hand and go to the flowers and seas, with her fragrance constantly comforting my scent and her voice as healing song for my burdened and scarred heart..
I want to **** ……
April 24, 2008
好美的花兒
真的！
我真的非常感謝您！
一朵能夠在我憂鬱時用微微清香就能解脫我的花。
一朵能夠為我開放，為我結果的花。
一朵永不萎謝，永遠燦爛的花。
一朵須要我照顧，而同時又能反過來治療我傷痛的花。
一朵屬於我的花。
謝謝您了，敬愛的花農。謝謝您用您的愛和智慧為我培育的花，幷將它們融入花中，傳遞於人世，來到我的身邊，我的手中，我的心中。
人的字跡表現出人的性格特色，菜的質量表現出廚師的細心。
那花的美就證明了甚麼？
想想看吧~~
April 19, 2008
By the name of Christ,
WAKE UP NOW!!!!!
What am I doing?!?!?!?!
How long have I been sleeping today…O dear Lord, this is unbelievable….and probably also unforgivable.
I should not have disappointed Frank…such a good teacher..one has to be freakin’ lucky to get these opportunities.
O what have I done!!!!
No no no no no! Tomorrow you’re gonna wake up like a good boy and study like a sixheaded chicken. It’s examtime man!
O please Lord, forgive my mistakes. Show me the sunlight again please, cuz’ I wanna study, more than ever!!
GRAAAAHHHHH!!!!